NOTE: I am pretty depressed at the moment, so the following entry may be too low for some to read. You have been warned.

So many things are influencing decisions being made by myself and the people I know and care about. I have friends who are fleeing the state/country because of the hateful laws being passed. My husband was laid off and is still trying to find a job, which leaves us both in a tricky situation when it comes to our bills. And all of the things I had planned for myself, for my friend group, seem to be disintegrating before my eyes.

I’m trying to finish writing the books I have laid out, both for AR and KAC, but with everything, it’s just so draining. I’m not even sure if my writing will ever go the way I want it to. It’s looking like I’ll be stuck in a miserable corporate job until I’m too old to work anymore. And who knows if writing will be as satisfying then as it could have been now.

I had to cancel my subscriptions to all the podcast sites and services I was using, because it’s official: the podcast has ended.

So many hopes, ideas, all just fading away.

-K